Wednesday, March 17, 2010

::things I want to do TOMORROW..


:: woke up at around 8 am, pray, check if coleen is awake, hug and kiss her. go outside to get milo 3 in1 and palmolive shampoo. high five milky. then straight to the kitchen to hug doggie. listen to my favorite playlist on my fone while drinking milo hnggng marealize kong 9 n pla.

::magmoment on my way to the branch. then greet the metronbankers goodmorning! chitchat with the guards, telababad with joan, arlene, jane and lynn.

::after lunch,go to market branch to visit jane and spoil myself to free wifi connection.

::then head off to lb branch to pick up lynn.footspa and pedicure @ vlounge (miss ko na ang mga mahaderang ate) then after that, eat shomai shomai shomai at mamus...mkipagpulaan ng sangkatutak kay lynn habng kumakain ng dinner. matagal kse bgo makaalis ng mamus for sure makaka siyam xa or more.

::automatic na magmomoni sa square. 1 or 2 bottles. (typo) 3 to 5 bottles.

::mag iimbento ng mga okasyon sa buhay ko para makalibre ng wiwi sa cr ni uncle john..

::magdaldalan, magtawanan, magbatukan at magsaya hnggng umaga at antayin ang magic words... "samin ka na sleep!"

::walkathon from square to jollibee.. ara mahulasan at makita si jose rizal..

::umuwi at magbihis,maglinis at maghugas ng paa kahit nkakatamad!

::intayin hnggang matapos ang OC na magcheck ng magchek ng magchek kung lock na ba pinto, sarado na ref, bunot na saksakan at patay na mga ilaw.

::pumasok sa kwarto hindi para tumulog kundi ipagpatuloy ang dakdakan at tawanan hnggng mapraning si nanay... at hnggng mkatulog..


-then the next day, ganun n nmn ulit at pag uwi smin, coffee talk at tambay with my minola. ikwento lahat ng ngyayari sa buhay at mga nkakaloka at katawang moments. pati ang mga kabuangan nya sa buhay nya... hnggang maubos ang kape. at magtimpla ulit....


random thoughts... that if I'm home right now, these are the things im gonna do tomorrow. but im far.I just can't. i now know what its like to be here,helpless. when i woke up tomorrow, i still wont get the chance to see coleen smiling, i can't even hear my bestfriend's laugh, and can't sip the same coffee i share with my cousin. this is such a hard road to take, but i know it will be worth all the sacrifices. my heart is there.. it didn't leave.

::original posting march 15, 2010

4 comments:

Kal-El said...

hay...

ritchee ayala said...

::missing myself na..

Anonymous said...

::Panu ba naman na di mu mami-miss eh halos magkapulupot na ata bituka nyo sa galaan..haha=)

ritchee ayala said...

::ahahah. minola, chek kajan