::the joy of being appreciated part 4

iamsuper said "go for it! you only live once! plus hair grows back! :) nope i don't blow dry it all the time. carry it with attitude! good luck!"


ritchee said "::thanks! =) i might cut it muna shoulder length, kse mahaba xa maxado, they say, bka magtampo hair if ipacut ko agad ng maikli, then after two weeks i guess, pede na... watch think? nakakaloka, parang npakabig deal tlgang magpagupit.heheh. but it's like taking a big risk... la lang naisip ko lang. and check ka jan! hair grows back.. i like your hair, kc it's pasok.. i mean paloob xa. may volume. hindi super straight."


::wooooooohh.... it has been a crazy day yesterday.

*i met an uber crazy bad boy, at crazy because he speaks like sam milby pag nagtatagalog. hahahah. nakakaloka.
*johann gave me a pic of his online pet named 614, i looove it! it looks odd pero cute cute naman =)
*i already have buyer for my laptop! yey!!
*my crazy brother spent a looooong time signing up on yahoo mail, and due to his little stupidity, he crazily forgot his password and had to use my mail account for retrieving it... and so, i have to thank him for that because i saw a message from iamsuper =) wiiiii... high na naman ako. and my bro said, "o tandaan mo sinabi nya sayo, help kid learn daw, and help me on my project daw.." hahahhh. crazy!
*the bad boy and i spent the whole night talking on the phone =)

crazy day and suuuper haaaapyyyy!!!! pressured also to cut my hair short, hmmmm... but excited to construct my blog entitled "on taking risk: to cut or not?"
i love you iamsuper! thank you soo much!
have a happy and CRAZY day everyone =)

::FEW ODD THINGS =)

i am an only child and an only girl, i have 2 half brothers on my mother, and 3 half brothers on my father.
my first favorite song was bon jovi's "bed of roses" i was 7 yrs old then.
i learned to record song at the age of 7 when mom bought me a karaoke , "a whole new world" from the movie aladin.
during my chidhood, bangs was really in for me. i think i have that from 1 year old til i was in grade 6
i have a veryyyyyyy disgusting set of teeth! and so until now i still suffer from the pains of braces
if you see me, take a glance on my left eyebrow.
i have 2 dogs. a 4 year old shihtzu which i call doggie/boijorj and a 2 year old golden retriever named milky. they are extremely opposites!
if you want to make me happy, give me anything PANDA! i love pandas sooo much!
i love to have coffee with my closest friends and the conversations during that moment.
.the verses that guide my life:
Jeremiah 29:11-13 "for i know the plans i have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you,plans to give you hope and a future. Then youyou will call upon me and come and pray to meand I willl listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you."
1Corinthians 10:13 "No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. and God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will aso provide a way out so you can stand up under it."
worst fears: thunder and lightning, darkness and horses. huhuhuh (pls lang, wag mo ko iiwan sa dilim)
i can stay up all day watching " travel and living shows", (the best houses!foods!places!everything!)
i am already 23 and still confuse about the the colors of traffic lights. ano ibig sbihin pag green na?!
i make it a point to read atleast one book a month to enrich my mind or write thoughts in my head. i hate moments when you feel na nabobobo ka at wala ka na alam sa mundo.heheh.
i found a man, who i truly believe would be a good husband and a father.. i hope someday, he would look at his back and say "now, i found you." =)

::the gift

GOD has given each of us a gift. and i believe that this GOD-given gift should be use to glorify him, to make him proud of us, and to help and inspire other people. We have our own gifts,a good reason to believe that we have a special purpose in this lifetime. have you discovered what is GOD's GIFT for you? let me share what HE has given me..

the gift of MUSIC. this is what i call my own "neverland."



I sing and write songs..

for the Lord

for my Lola, (aside from GOD she's the one i know who believes in me)

for the love of music

to inspire and help people

to quench the thirst for self fulifillment

when im down and lonely

when im in bliss




MUSIC is our NEVERLAND

i have my music partner who contribute a lot in my life and in my music. she is emem.. este aimee.. este minoi. lols

we both love to be KARA DIOGUARDI someday.

we spend time for coffee breaks, with the guitar,a pen and notebook.. and poof! product is a song that comes from our hearts.

we love do discoveries in recording songs.

we hope to have a nice home studio someday.

::the joy of being appreciated part 3

iamsuper said: "thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes, go! have your hair cut same as mine! hehehhe! i'm not really sure what you call it, i guess if you tell them na parang hair ko or bring a picture that'll work? hehehe! i go to alex carbonell, studio fix, greenbelt 5. but actually si alex, he trains all the stylists sa lahat ng bench fix salon, so you can go to any! :) good luck! :)"



ritchee said: "::hmm.. i'm afraid! i hope it will also look good on me. bnoblow dry mo ba xa always? cge, pag nakapagpagupit sme as your haircut, pakita ko syo result. =) wahh.. this is a life changing decision. hahah."


::wow! huraay!!!!!!!!!! imagine, imagine. thank you again iamsuper, nakakatuwa ka naman =) it's actually hard for me to decide about that. i need a lot of courage. i will tell you kung natuloy!

::the joy of being appreciated part 2

iamsuper said: "yes, may next week and forever!!!! tama ka dyan, bsta don't lose the passion. :) hehehhee! thank you again!!!!!!!!!! just re read your message,haha, i am so flattered na natuwa ka sa pag rap ko. hahahhaha!"

ritchee said: "::hahah! ngulat naman ako, bigla ka ulit nag reply dito. ang corny pa nman nitong first message ko sayo, tpos nabasa mo ulit,hahah. sa title pa lang corny na. anyway, naku mali ka! hindi lang ako ang natuwa sa pagrarap mo, pati lola ko natuwa! oha. =) so, continue to rap! wag mo lang gwing career, ok ok? heheh. sna someday i can contribute sa helpkidslearn =)"

::this is joy to the highest level. i am one lucky girl! imagine, nkikipag usap xa sakin. sometimes, i think, i benefit for my surname, or am i just lucky? i cant contain it!! now, i sound like a super fan of iamsuper.lols. yes i am. and i can shout out loud here! hindi nman sya dadalaw sa blogspot ko. heheh. but i want to thank you iamsuper for bringing the sunshine to my day. thank you talaga, though im not like this,when i get totalk to you.please continue to helpkidslearn!!! it brings joy to people like us when we know that there is someone who's very willing to help. till next time iamsuper! saludo!

::happy birthday mom!

last saturday was mama's special day. so as usual, evrything in the house was a mess. lols. she turned 44, and looks like nothing is new to her. i suggest to cut her hair short for a change but when she went back to the house after a salon session, she proudly say "ayaw i cut ng maikli dahil ang ganda daw ng buhok ko, sayang." oh! well, it's your choice mama!!

we just had a super steady dinner with some of mom's closest friends. food is superb, that's why i ate a lot. after dinner was an inuman session!yey! mom allowed me to drink... a bit! and then, a gay friend of mama started to ask us one by one to make a wish for mom. and unfortunately, i wasn't prepared! i was the first one to go infront and say watever that wish is. gosh, i havent got any word in my mouth. till i said "sna hanggang 95 pa xa" lols! and kuya john said "aba tinaningan mo pa nanay mo e pno kung hnggang 100 yrsold pala xa, edi 95 n lang ngyon!" oo nga no. heheh

seriously, i want her to be always happy, and stay fab and beautiful. i hope wen i get to that age id be more fab than her.hahah. happy birthday mom!!! i love you!

::who's gonna win?

How about a dose of craziness coming from deep within? It has been a very challenging day for me. I had to fight with my own damn mind. Sometimes, you really have to. And it’s not as easy as what you think it is. The game between the two of you(atleast it’s only you who think that you’re two) is tag of war.. pulling each other, till one of you surrender. So, go figure out how it goes. You and ur mind fighting? Crazy.


and after writng this craziness comes unexpected happiness.

so, who's the winner now? =)

::so near yet so far

almost everyday, i couldn't wait to see you. to see you somehow, in my thoughts or at night when i begin to close my eyes.
each day i am longing to see myself in front of you, saying all the long kept words in my heart, and wishing that you will understand in anyway.
how will i explain? how can you see and feel what i am saying? will you be shocked?surprised?thankful? will you answer me back and say "that's exactly the same things i wanna tell you..."

will you accept me? yes you will. but will you do the same thing they did to me? accept me today and dump me tomorrow?

or is it me who cant accept what hppened before? am i scared? am i filled with fear? yes i am. for along time, i never started.. coz i dont want us to finish. i want you to stay silently in my heart..in my whole life. for a very long time, ive been contented to just see you, laugh with you in silence, cry behind you, and watch you grow and inspire a lot of people..unconsciously inspire my life. i have found you long before everyone grab your hands. i am the first one to win you, and decided not to keep the price. at times it hurts, but ironically it fulfils every moment of my life. i did all these because i want you to stay. but im stuck, i am not moving, and so are you. because i know, it will only depend on me.

am i ready?